Monday, January 25, 2010

The kitchen Sink

Yesterday I noticed that my house was a mess. Why because I spent Saturday at the college quilting and Sean was busy working under the house to install the new water. Thus Friday nights laziness and Saturdays business created a mess! I hate starting my sabbath with out my house perfectly clean because it bugs me all day Sunday and I can't do any cleaning that day. (refer to Saturday song in primary!).

So looking at my kitchen sink I realized my house often reflects my state of being.. and lately I am in a slump. I feel overwhelmed sometimes with my work and not motivated to get things done so you know as deadlines come so does the pressures! All because I didn't do my bits everyday and let things get away from me!

I am very frustrated with my self physically. I am still hauling around my 10 pounds I gained in December. Nothing fits right so I always feel ugly. My clothes were tight before because I had to buy some new things but I still wanted to lose another 20 pounds so I got them tighter so they would add 10 pounds and they are uncomfortable! I am working really hard at the gym but I am still struggling in my eating. I need to lose this 10 pounds so I can look my self in the mirror.

Anyway, that is the state of my house, my mind and my health right now! It is time to clean up all three! Wish me luck! Thanks for listening.


Joanne said...

want me to come and help clean up??? that could be fun!! maybe it's time to make more mess and do another girls night craft night out????

Kristen said...

Good luck! I hope that you feel better about life! It's such a bummer when you aren't feeling up to snuff about stuff.

Stephanie said...

May the force be with you!! Lot had a little giggle at you after you left the bathroom on Sunday! She said 'that girl she looks so good' in her giggly voice and i thought YES yes she does!
I hope your sink is shiney ;)

kimara said...

Yeah my sink in shiney but I wish my butt was skinny instead!

Anonymous said...

So you have a skinny sink and a shiny butt?